Tricia
I am so blessed by your response. This is Jazweeh one of the writers/researchers for this site and the https://recoveryfarmhouse.com and recoveryfarmhouse.net sites where the recovery solutions are posted on the most part. They are for recovering emotionally from addictions but I found that they work on any emotional trauma. We have been lied to all our lives since babies and that is traumatic. I know exactly what you mean by family not understanding you. Status quo is that the majority is always right. As if whatever the masses believe that makes it truth. Not so. As a matter of fact if you are in the minority there is a good chance your very special, chosen of God. Its a heart condition Tricia Lynn with Truth at the helm.. I think the problem with most Christians (after much consideration on the matter) is due to their not being able to know themselves, their own heart, and their deep pains and guilt/shame/hates ect. The whole world is programmed into emotional denial and they will have to make the second exodus with the great multitude who need the gift of desperation via the great trib. to jerk them into Truth toward themselves and Father God/Jesus. That’s my theory. The 12 steps revealed to me my emotional dysfunctional survival skills so I could create (with God’s help) neuralpathways of healthy emotional patterns over the old dysfunctional one’s. (not that you are dysfunctional this is my experience with healing). Blame was my go to pattern. Omg I used to project blame onto usually a partner… Basically I have learned that writing, expressing, sharing my feelings is very healing for me. I used to hold everything in and it made me sick. Reason I held everything in was that I believed I was bad & wrong due to programming which caused me to act like the rest of the masses to match what was “right & good” I thought. I was amess so I shared the solutions on my recovery websites. Today I saw the bright and morning star in the Eastern sky. It was brighter than any star I have EVER SEEN! Get you some binoculars and start watching the sky. You can now see the two new stars prophesied as blue kachina and red kachina (hopi indians) to come in the end of the age. Also Jesus prophesy that He will return with the bright and morning star. (I don’t think its in the bibles anymore.) Have you noticed any new strange scriptures pop up in your bible?