Elizabeth. It’s a miracle I found your email. I am grateful to hear from you. You may want to check out the jazweeh.com site. I get way more into the supernatural in it. There are things you said which a greatly relate to. Like death. Those who have died ripped the vail. That means we see more. I died way back when in the late 80s or early 90s. Also there is a parallel to Jesus’ resurrection in that story. I had a similar experience as you mentioned when the c-vid went out. I think it was a bio weapon targeting certain dna. God healed me also. I literally could hardly breath. It was terrifying but I would not go to any beast system doctors either. I accepted whatever God decided. Yes crazy signs in the sky. I think our sun has gone white dwarf and it will soon explode. Latest theory lol. Spinning moon. Your fortunate to have a husband who also sees the changes. Mine just mocks me….he sings “same as it ever was, same as it ever was” lol. But he is kind so I accept him as he is. He used to get angry when I spoke of the supernatural experiences. I am consumed by the end of days signs pretty much. I am living the bible prophesies. I have my gardening and writing. I will list all the sites below. Writing has been my purpose. However my clothing business has crashed. First it went to days with no sales. Then weeks (etsy.com/shop/yourstripperoutfits & https://leatherandlacz.com/shop) I am a 60s age seamstress. If I can’t pay my hosting by June 7 all the sites will crash. So I am hoping for either a miracle or to perhaps be raptured. Who knows. Maybe its just part of Jacob’s troubles. Uhg. I too use binoculars to watch the sky. Pretty sure I am seeing the Angels pouring out their viles of end of days events upon the Earth.
all these sites are https://
fatherswords.com
jazweeh.com
mikefromaroundtheworld.com
theatreofthegods.com
danaashlie.com
recoveryfarmhouse.com
recoveryfarmhouse.net
paradiseforthehellbound.com (my book read free)
abominationdesolation.com

I am in the So Cal Desert. Out in the middle of nowhere.
On a regular basis I am watching the sky. With my son and husband,

Last summer, this thing showed up in the sky. Its there every single night. I bought long range binoculars however I need to pick up a higher Mag, to observe what it is.

few things happened last summer actually.

The First was in July. Now this will sound incredible. However I witnessed it with my husband one night.

One night at about 11:30 at night. What can only be described as a portal opened up in the sky above the mountains of the valley we live in. There are about 5k people here.

It was one of those dark nights.

I will describe

Triangle.
At the center bright white. Like bright. Edges were defined, and the outer edges of this thing was thin red lines. Outside of this was blue thin lines, dark blue.

It was huge. There were cars driving on the highway I often wonder if anyone looked up to see this.

Anyway, it expanded or opened wide.

Then what I can only decribe as 2 floating streight lines with 5 round dots floating above these lines, were pulled into this thing.

As it widened it got brighter.

When these things were pulled into this thing, it collapsed and thin faded into nothing in the same spot. Just disappeared.

It never moved. It was stationary. The whole time.

K, so this whole thing went on for 30 minutes.

After this happened, not long after came this bright light in the sky. It has been in the sky every night since, it moves east to west from about 7pm to about 10pm.

The other night my son and I were outside watching it. And it – its like it powered down. Then came back online. As we were standing there.

I dont think it goes anywhere in the day. I think it just turns off.

The Sun hasnt been right in a long long time now. Many years. I can peg it back to around 2012 actually, the last time I saw the true sun. In fact, I found residue the other day in a most unexpected place.

I used to Skate, in the 90’s and I have this old downloaded copy of an old skate video. This video was a factory video, but the factory was super poor when it was put out. It was essentially just a hi 8 recording transfered to a vhs dub. no professional dubbing. It was raw.

The real sun is on that video. I showed the kiddo and he was in awe. It was exactly as I remember it to be.

He sees the sun change as well, and pegs it to around 2012 as well.

Something else. It sets in the wrong place.

There is a window at my fathers, it was my room, and I watched the sun set for many years out this sliding glass door. this new sun sets in the north, not in the south and it cant be seen from the same window any longer.

Further, behind the mountains of our valley last summer there was alot of lightning going on behind the valley floor. and there was no storms when this was taking place. And these flashes were coming from the floor behind the hills. In other words, they werent coming from above. They were coming from the ground and going up. If you werent paying attention you would think it was lightning from a storm. Only there were no storms.

The desert is a really weird place. It was when I was a kid too. But this is beyond.

I have quit talking to people about this. The reception just isnt there. And its not just that. Its as if the entire population has been brain damaged. In this way I mean, people I have known for many years seem to no longer be able to hold conversations. They cant think. They cant drive without siri telling them where to go. Doesnt matter if its 1 mile down the road they drive every day. they cant read anymore. they cant function without AI. and they are soaked up in netflix or facebook. Mostly I notice the inability to comprehend their surroundings though. And its impossible to deal with.

As for our family. My husbad and I are the black sheeps of our group, so we are on the same page. And the kiddo (not a kiddo but you know) is as well. And thats all. Out of 100 extended family members, we are the outcasts because we dont partake in what society deems is normal. (like keeping smartphones being on facebook ect..). Nothing has changed for us really.

I dont try and help people see anymore. Its moving so fast, that by the time these folks get back to me, its passed and some new thing is mandella’d.

I went through such a sever illness that began in 2018 and I hit the wall last Jun that I dont have the energy any more for these things.

I am moving out of this now. Into correction.

The last year has been as 10 years in information and spiritual growth.

I have always been connected. But last year. That was the ultimate in growth.

Last Jul I am pretty sure I died one night. I awoke and I hadnt been breathing in quite some time. It has taken a long time for me to process this. it was during the most intense part of my illness.

Following this event I had 4 epiphanies that came. And some other things that happened. SInce then it has been a steady flow out of this. and it has all been unassisted from Allopathy. For which I detest the very existance of. Butchers.

I was a labrat for these parasites as a kid. They will never make another dime off me again. I never went to a doctor. And never will. In fact I resolved to die if thats what was in store. I told jesus he knew I wasnt going to any Allopathic Practitioner. So I could use some help. Tell me what to do. And I think he he did. As the Epiphanies to correct myself were what followed.

And although things continue to get worst in society, I am at ease with what is to come. Its odd. As I have had such sever anxiety for so many years that began in Late 2007 and was less or more in severty all these years leading into this illness that it was just normal.

Late 2012, I felt the first wave of something is coming.
Then again this came in Mid 2015.
Then again in Sep 2019.

Thank you for so many insightful posts.

Take Care