Back Scene Side Notes
Chimpanzee adenoviruses Codes.  (C1, C2, C5, C6, C7, C68)

Its very hard to research mRNA back scenes.  Every word that's important in the research for learning is changed to a coded word so regular searches don't work.  Like the word to represent "chimpanzee Dee aN Aye" that is in the A.Zen. back scene (codes shown above).  

At the link above the elite will tell admit and tell you the monkey dee anne aye is harmless as are the Cancer cell lines that they also add to the mix.  Adding Cancercelllines to all the popular back scenes for quick replication of cell growth/geneexpression.  The code word for cancer being "Immortalized cell lines".  And "Hek la" cell ines.  Henrietta lacks the first cervical cancer victim whose cancer cells they were able to replicate (fast growing fast growing) in a petri dish. Cancer is in the back scene under the guise (immortalized cell lines) Sure they say the cancer is "purified" right but they don't tell you that cells in your own body can activate the Cancer unexpectedly from time to time.  After all Cancer is pig farm a's favorite cash kow.

Please, repentance still works and also not all genome therapy takes hold first trip.  That is proven.  Sometimes nurture wins out over nature. Nature being the back scene devices entering your cell’s nucleus.  But not only that.  Also some people’s immune system can stop the genetic changes in there tracks.  Your not hopeless for making a spiritual error.  With God all things are possible.

In theory.  From my observations of the events of the last three years since the end of 2020 I have made some hypothesis.  Also some predictions are facts.  I really don’t know what’s next but most feel something is coming, something big.

Never limit God He is not predictable whatsoever.  If you made a mistake “all things work together for the good to those who Love God” pray like never before. Praise and worship are your oil in the lamp.  Prayer is how God/Jesus gets to know us.  So He doesn’t say “I never knew you”.

The scriptures are no longer 100% accurate.  Please, don’t make the book God.  Not now.  The seal of Daniel for security is off the Bible.    Few believe us much less admit Amos 8:11 &12 is possible for God to allow.

Be Encouraged

Fear not for I am with thee.  My Staff and my Golden Sceptor shall comfort thee. Behold I come quickly and your reward is with me. Ye though ye walk through the valley of the shadow of death on Earth you shall not suffer neglect.  You shall soon know as well as ye are known.  Then remain these three eternal gifts, Love, Faith, & Hope, but the greatest is Love.

Help Others and Do No Harm

Love=Kindness toward others in many ways.  Spiritual Love is an action.  Not a yummy feeling like passion or lust.  We do not have to like anybody.  But we should treat all people with respect and compassion.  It is more blessed to give than to receive.

The Apocalypse

#1 Fact-The back scenes were and are straight up genome therapy.  Side effects being Cancer, and myocardial problems primarily.  Other effects.  Core level genetic changes to the human making them GMO Humans.  This is public record by facts released from the three back scene peddling corpses. (corporations)

#2 Hypothesis- Judging from the Georgia guide stones & the behavior of Wm Gates of Hell III Thee A. Christ who slaughters children in Africa and world wide.  Population annihilation has already commenced.  The elite have very likely used their DEPO research/experimentation and sterilized & worse 80% of humanity.

#3 Fact- We know the back scenes used animal proteins (beast dna).  We know the devices also have the keys to the cells nucleus.  We know that the Gates of Hell/elite seem to desire mixing men with animals.  I have recently seen many people on YT with Opossum or black rat eyes.  As if sterilization was not enough they have likely turned 50% of mankind into part animal of some sort.  Chimpanzee proteins (genome) are in the A.Zeneka brand.

#4 Fact   We cannot prove or say for sure what genetic (sequencing) changes they put in each back scene.  We CAN however know that with the Cancer cell lines (immortalized cell lines) they admit to, injected, the changes will be rapid and as a fast growing as a speedy malignant tumor.

#5  All we can do is sit back and watch.  Don’t believe the B.S. videos on rumble and so forth making serpent and and other sea creature claims.  Why?  The truth that is known of the science that is revealed by the corpses (that I studied for over 2 years by the way) is bad enough.  The rumble vids are to make truthers confused & appear ignorant so others disregard all Truth about the back scenes being a diabolical tool of evil men.  Arm yourself with the belt of Truth.

COINCIDENCE of Dark a Matter?

#6 Fact- Quantum computers that are problem solvers solve problems that would take normal computers eons to figure out.  THEY MUST BE KEPT AT SUB ZERO TEMPERATURES DUE TO THE atoms they are storing temporarily.  (Some say “dark matter)”.

#7 Fact-CERN is crashing protons again and will ramp up full scale and exceed previous crashes in June & July.  The dark matter they are allegedly acquiring during these crashes….such as “The God Particle” also require SUB ZERO TEMPERATURES TO STORE.

#8 Fact – And finally, the back scenes especially the Pie Zar back scene MUST also be kept at SUB ZERO TEMPERATURES to store in viles.  Perhaps the back scenes themselves have dark matter (anti-matter) nano particles in them, perhaps.

According to CERN Representing Physicists

“Since the Higgs boson has the role to generate the mass of other particles and the fact that dark matter can primarily be detected through its mass, the Higgs boson can be a unique portal to finding signs of dark matter.”

Fear not, the New Earth comes.  God will not hang his children out to dry.  This is the hard part because we know something is coming but we just don’t know exactly what is coming.

QUESTIONS of Importance

Will the genetically changed GMO humans turn on their fellows?  We don’t know.  It depends on just how much animal is in them & which type genome.  Will they know they are changed?  They will likely lose the Divine Presence of God first that is given to all of mankind.  A precious pearl in a clay pot to be nurtured and cherished.

And men instead reject His presence, never nurturing The Spirit within.  And so it appears that the masses don’t even know they have lost the most precious gift given to mankind…God’s Divine Presence.

The Divine presence is in all of mankind..or WAS.  Animals do not rate the Divine Spirit.  Please do not confuse the Divine Presence of God in all men with the Baptism of The Holy Spirit.  The Baptism of The Holy Spirit comes to those who diligently seek God.

The Baptism of The Holy Spirit comes by the laying on of hands and prayer at alter call.  This is my experience with it.  It is for supernatural gifts just like book of Acts portrayed.

The walk of the chosen few. 

First they walk the dark path their hearts seeking by desperation yet not knowing what they need and seek.  They die at least once so as to experience the descension.

Then they eventually escape the dark path with God’s help.  They are born again.  Their life changes drastically.  Some have joy unspeakable for long periods of time.  They seek God in every way they know how.

“Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness for they shall be filled.”

Then comes the Prodigal walk.  Boom.  The deadly prodigal walk supplies these born agains with all the experience they need to understand the depth and very breadth of God’s Grace and Love toward them.  They turned and yet God delivers them again.

They must pray the prayer to be saved from themselves.

They die.  Some say all the 144,000 must die at least once and descend.

They do not stay dead but they descend just as Jesus descended.  They walk the walk of Jesus in many ways.  They receive miraculous deliverance and healings from God.

And then at some point God pours out His Holy Spirit into them for spiritual gifts.  This is the purpose of Pentecost.   To receive gifts of God to be shared with mankind.

Is it possible for mankind to receive the Holy Spirt without prayer and the laying on of hands?  That is not my experience.  Everyone I know who received The Baptism of The Holy Spirit did so by prayer at alter call.

Furthermore, only the dysfunctional who harm themselves or others can be appropriately labelled “Delusionally Dysfunctional” due to emotional trauma response behavior.

If you don’t see & remember history quite differently than the majority of mankind, fear not.  According to the powers on high, it’s evident you do not need to be shown that the supernatural is REAL.   Perhaps you already believe in God and are spiritually safe.   And perhaps you are being protected by God from the perplexing realizations of seeing first hand a fluid reality.

There Are Many of Us Who See Common Supernatural Events.

Where there are two or more witnesses of an event, that event is established as Truth.  That is if those seeing the truth are not deceived unknowingly.  Many people see the Mandela effects yet they call us delusional.  Many.  Many people also see the KJVB supernatural changes that are blasphemous and vile, ridiculous, and redundant.   Language itself has changed in our eyes.  The changes range from spelling to grammar, to new words, and to thousands of new words that those of us who see NEVER HEARD OF.  We see sarcasm and blasphemy laced throughout the now passively destructive bibles.

You can see how this event would spark our on going interest.  When bible researchers such as myself who knew EVERY WORD definition in the KJV suddenly see thousands of words we….well NEVER HEARD OF its a bit troubling.  Be sure, without emotional coping skills we would be in serious trouble.

There are many of us you may want to take note by your open mind.

Fact-Group think delusions are not a thing.  The delusional generally have independent imaginary delusions that match their own trauma reflex responses by their experiences, usually during childhood.  Group delusions are not possible because the mind’s subconscious produces independent thought.  It’s the ego that parrots.  And the shallow based ego part of thought is not in charge of deep emotional unto delusion trauma reflex responses.

The Powers that Be Rush in abruptly to Debunk Those Who See.

Clearly those who run this world have great covetousness over every popular narrative shown to mankind.   The image of the beast and all media are they main concerns.  Truth is their enemy.

By the denial of Goo gal often truth can be established.  If goo gal says its a lie it’s likely true.  But not always.

Group think delusions are not how the mind reacts to trauma.  The powers that be such as Goo gal and those who have quantum computer access are making the excuse that the Mandela effect is a shared delusion of false memories.

But I can prove by first hand experience also confirmed by psychological sciences that their premise of group delusions & mass false memories concepts of the mind are what’s false.

My Own Childhood Trauma. What is Dysfunction?

For example my mother traumatized me and my sister as children.  She choked us with ammonia and bleach over use by her obsession and ignorance.  Likely by her own trauma response reflex.   Us children were put in harms way by her who should have protected us from poisons.

Once I breathed my mother’s bath tub full of Ammonia and it stopped my lung function temporarily.  I am still hurt by her ignorance.

My mother was brainwashed into using dangerous chemicals in ways that were harmful to her own children.  She ended up with CPOD and died shortly after the back scene chot coursed through her veins.  She was fairly lost most of her life and was raised by alcoholic parents.  But that’s not my point.

Now I fear all chemicals and its a good thing.  I refuse to sit in a room filled with chemical smells breathing deep.  I run like hell when I walk into a bleach vapor filled Publix store.  A healthy fear.  These so called cleaners do far more harm than good on this Earth.  They are over Kill.

Goo Gal’s Label of False Memories and Delusion Debunked by Common Sense

A trauma reflex would go overboard with the response to chemicals.  There would have to be a negative result for trauma dysfunction response.  Such as refusing to associate with anyone who uses bleach.  Or perhaps going to stores and screaming in the soap isles of the toxic destructive carcinogenic poisons they huff regularly.  That thought actually isn’t a bad idea…but its a bad example of what I am trying to convey.  This is better.

What if I started kidnapping all the people whom I see as over-using bleach….that would be a delusion & dysfunction response due to bleach exposure trauma as a child.  The hypothetical delusion is that I have the right to control other people’s choices.  And that their ignorance of toxins deserves my authoritive control & they need punished by violence.

My Point

My point?  That is how trauma response delusion works.  So where is the delusional dysfunction response in the Mandela effect people?  Seems to me they are handling what they see pretty well emotionally.  They share with those who are like them. This helps them cope with the stark changes they see.  Its a total paradigm shift and not easy.

We Are Many.  Where is the Emotional Dysfunction that always Accompanies the Delusional?

They Mandela effect isn’t something that you can teach by lies.  It must be and is experienced.  Therefore, it can’t fall under the category of mass brainwash by deception such as the spinning ball earth or “school all good” lies.

40,000 subscribers watched EYA’s youtube channel prior to its shut down by censorship.    40,000 who found her channel.  Why would they follow the on going supernatural KJV bible changes if they did not see them themselves?  Furthermore where is the dysfunctional trauma response associated with “delusions”?  Where’s the dysfunction?

Simply sharing one’s beliefs should never be labelled an emotional illness unless someone is getting hurt.  For instance, sharing something with a child that is inappropriate for example. You cannot call something a delusional trauma response defect if its not dysfunctional.   Merely sharing one’s experience, strength, and Hope is sharing what is.

It’s Okay if they don’t see Mandela Effects

Also, its not a matter of wrong vs. right if you do or don’t see the changes in reality by supernatural occurrence.   We who see now know our reality is fluid to a point.  To what point is yet to be revealed.

Mandela Effect Example

“My car was always red but now it’s magically turned blue and according to most people it always was blue.”

My sister also remembers my car was always red.  She remembers what I remember and so does her friend.  But those two are the only ones I know who see as I see.

Those who see what is supernatural and see miracles are brashly labeled wrong, bad, delusional, & said to have false memories by those who do not remember.

What is the Dividing of Time Written of in the bible?

Here we go my birthday verse.    What I am getting in The Spirit.  Twelve Truths I have written below.

Dan 7:25
“And he shall speak great words against the most High, and shall wear out the saints of the most High, and think to change times and laws: and they shall be given into his hand until a time and times and the dividing of time.”

#1 The Saints are not and will not be “worn out”!

#2 The scripture prophecy that he will speak great words, word “great” being relative the fulfillment is this.  The KJVB supernatural changes are that the beast is rewriting the once Holy bible that held some of God’s sacred words.  So, those who claim to be Christians are calling the book of evil by, not only God’s name “The Word of God”.  But they also promote the beast’s words as High and Honorable Truth straight from God no matter how vile the script is.

#3 Since the locust from the pit has flown and fills the many Christians heads with lies that they see as their own history they are given into his hands.  But they are not “Saints”.  For it is not possible for evil to penetrate the armor of God that they themselves apparently lack.

#4  Seeing that these bible changes are vile and blasphemous “hate your family or you have no part in me” allegedly spoken by Jesus.  I can quote you 1,000 more vile scriptures seen at https://abominationdesolation.com in three bible logs. The vulgarity of the scripture changes proves that they are changed by something deceptive at best and diabolically evil at worst.

#5   Okay so the memories of the Christians are now overridden by the locusts agenda of memories.  What then?  Wouldn’t they recognize that the book is now evil…at least even if they can’t remember?  Ya.  You would think so.  But unfortunately they do not recognize evil from good when it comes to the worst idol of all.  The bible.  My theory.  The sacred tree of the knowledge of good and evil is withdrawn from them.

Satan or Lucifer or the angel or the devil quoted this scripture to Eve in the garden.

“And if you eat of the tree ye shall be as gods knowing both evil and good.”  Satan.

My theory, the tree is being withdrawn from the many.  Why? Where they are going they don’t need the knowledge of evil.   If a man doesn’t need protection from evil perhaps being blind to evil could be a form of paradise.  If that blindness extends into every aspect of their lives and not just the bible readings.

#6  The New Earth Comes.  This is what I am getting.  The meek SHALL INHERIT THE EARTH.  But God shall appoint guardians over the earth.  I am certain this is in prophecy and likely the reason the evil and greedy covetous powers who control Earth now do not want to hand their power over to God’s choice of Guardians of Earth.

#7 Nor do these greedy corporate evil doers want to be gathered unto their eternal homes.  The Gathering is nigh.  Soon I believe most souls will be gathered by God’s will.  Either drug to their lower Earth abode.  Or they shall be taken up and judged. Or they shall sleep waiting for their New Earth home to be prepared.  Some shall go straight to Heaven.

“Not all shall sleep, but we shall all be changed.”  It’s time.

#8 The New Earth must be seeded for the New Nature.  “its the new mother nature takin over.  Nature is pissed.  And the new nature will be something even more magnificent and miraculous as our first Earth nature.

#9 For those who see the Mandela effects.  What if these effects, these changes to our reality and history kept progressing as birth pains?  What if what is now just changes to names and places, colors, and past situations becomes increased.  I am already seeing many neon colored bugs and plants.  Some amazing nature that I never saw before.  What if God is using the Mandela effect to usher in His new Earth?  What if the gathering is very soon and this Earth is about to become very empty of humans?  That is what I have dreamed of, an empty Earth with very few humans on it.  So few in fact that we will be hard pressed to find another human.

#10 There’s new scripture in the books.  God shall remove a certain metal type from Earth. Odd new script.  God created men upright, but they have sought out many devices.  Years ago this script in Ecclesiastes allegedly written by King Solomon was a “vices” topic scripture.  It read by memory.

“men have sought out many vices.”  Its a very early supernatural bible change to the KJVB.  It goes as far back as the changes to the Lion and the Lamb.

Why do I remember to know the bible changes?  Because I studied for years and I hold these words safe in my heart under the full spiritual armor of God.  Including the Helmet of the HOPE of salvation.

#11 God never told us we are to know we are being raptured & saved.  Knowing is an intellectual plan & a surmise of fact.  “The just (justified) shall live by Faith.”  Hope & Faith are God’s eternal gifts to us humans.  Hope and Faith both carry with them an element of unsurety.  We do not know fully nor are we supposed to claim to know fully something that is yet to be seen.

Granted there are those with strong Faith.  And those who act with great works of Faith.  We are saved by Faith with Hope that God will finish what He has begun in us.  This “once saved always saved” doctrine is an attempt to nullify our doubts that accompany the eternal & miraculous gift of Hope.

They take their Hope & apply it to doctrine saying….in so many words, “we don’t need Hope (The Helmet of Armor) because this book and it’s doctrine assures us that we already know we are once saved always saved.”

Without Faith and Hope there are no great works of Faith that echo in eternity.  Its not Faith if its not Faith.

You can’t be too dumb for salvation but you can be too smart to be saved with intellect and doctrine take the place of the eternal gifts of Hope and Faith.

“Where your heart is there shall your treasure be also.”   Faith is eternal, and “each man (kind) is given a measure of Faith.” To either grow or to let wither.

But not only that, what if I put that eternal gift of Faith in the wrong god?  Such as the supernaturally changed blasphemous bible?  Not good.  If all Faith is put in doctrine instead of God Himself the man is lost.  The bibles cannot save anyone.  Jesus Saves.

God gave in us eternal Faith and then He gave us the plan of salvation to guide us to Him.    Seeking God takes diligence.  Don’t ever give up on seeking God to give evidence of His Love toward you.

Love is the other eternal gift.

Spiritual Solution

“Seek and ye shall find, knock and it shall be opened”. Never let shame and the “I am bad and wrong” programming of the beast stop you from seeking and then getting very real from your heart with God.  Be reverent God is your Creator.

Father wants from us Truth.  I am sure of it.  “Jesus is The Way, The Truth, and The Life”.  Got put great power in the name “Jesus”.  By praising Him by name The Holy Spirit is given.  The rushing mighty winds will knock a man down softly, with care.  And you will know God is real.  And that Jesus’ name is powerful.  Jesus is the Son of God who came to give us God’s powerful Truth in words.

12#  The end of the age is here.  The separation of sheep from goats is pretty much finished.  Amos 8:11 &12 is being fulfilled now.

“I shall cause a famine of my words.  They shall search east to west for my words but they will be gone.”  And they, pretty much are. What’s left of God’s holy words is to keep the books appearing godly and good.  Not all original script is gone but Old English is gone from the bibles.  The goodness and anointing are also gone from the books one and all.

I saw God’s words roll up like a scroll to Heaven where they are forever fixed in Heaven.  Sounds like that “earth will roll up like a scroll” new scripture.  Yet it was God’s written words that rolled up like a scroll black and white print on scroll to be seen by the few.

As always friends I could be wrong.  Sincerely Laura of Akron.

How would you know– ‘Angry Jane’, what Jesus is up to?

Good question!  Let me share with you all that I see.

Keep in mind we do not know in what manner Jesus is returning.  Surely it will not be in the flesh.  Surely He is not going to do that again.  He will return in a spiritual way.  Such as filling up all His children to the brim with His Spirit and by transfiguration changing them, us.

“Not all shall sleep but we shall all be changed.”

“Flesh and blood cannot inherit the Kingdom of God nor does corruption inherit incorruption”.

Bottom line, with the gift of intercession and interpretation both I know that we children of God have gone from burdens to pray for souls (years on end) to announcing Jesus’ soon return to the world (in the Spirit realms that announcement goes out into the Heavens landing in the natural Earth).

This means a change in spiritual venue for the end of the age.  For those who get words directly from The Holy Spirit this is big change like never before.

The annunciation period has manifested itself by diverse & many watchmen on the wall, and hundreds of thousands who are receiving dreams and vision.  Notification is being sent out by The Holy Spirit of Jesus’ soon return.

The period of annunciation started in 2018 after some time of unprecedented warfare occurred as prelude.  Father beefed up spiritual warfare.

I am what they call around Pentecostal circles  an intercessor.  (dubbed as insane of course cause I speak in higher languages.)   I am the real deal.  What does that mean?

What is an Intercessor?

It’s one of the spiritual gifts listed in 2nd Corinthians called “diversity of tongues”.  What that means in short is that God bestows upon a man languages.  Many languages by which I can now pray with at will.  No fasting or other work needed.  I pray at will, or by inspiration or by burden.

Of the prayer is by a burden then its intercession for souls which is also a form of warfare indirectly.  If the prayer is by inspiration then its offensive/defensive spiritual warfare against demons.  Not indwelt demons free flying demons trouble makers, and strongholds which are walls of demons.  If the prayer is by repetition just to be praying then the topic is likely myself.

I am pretty sure only men are called to be preachers who have the gift to cast demons out of people who are either posessed or in bondage to a demon.  I have never known a woman to have that gift nor do I.    Intercessors crush free flying demons and walls like you see below. (according to Jazweeh).

The Holy Spirit of God brings either inspiration or a spiritual burden that prompts me to pray in higher language.  I can either ignore it or fulfill it.  Its up to me to pray.  I asked God for the gift of interpretation so I do know the topics of what I pray about.

How Did I Receive The Gift of Diverse Tongues?

I ran seeking God from church to church diligently.  From alter call to alter call, requesting prayer at every turn.  I was so hungry for The Holy Spirit, seeking righteousness.  I came from Hell on Earth and Jesus delivered me out of my own bondage to dark forces.

I know Him, He is real. IN MOST CASES PEOPLE IN DEEP DARKNESS HAVE NEURALPATHWAYS OF IMPRINTED EMOTIONAL PATTERNS THAT THEY CANNOT CHANGE.  HABITS DON’T JUST DIE not even for those who want to change.  Unless in some rare cases….they get old and wise and finally get a clue.  Or they get supernatural spiritual deliverance by Devine Providence.

Does God Work Miracles Today?

Yes He does!  When I bring up deliverance & healing I hear my daughter saying “Mom you got healed of that 20 year whiplash injury because of your own faith. And you got delivered from spiritual bondage changing dramatically because…well, your own Faith.  Jesus isn’t real” she insists.   She has made sure to tell me this many times.

My daughter also told me why she cannot believe in Jesus.

“If I believe in Jesus” she states, “then also I will have to believe all the other stuff.  Such as sin and punishment/Hell.  And that is all too much for me to handle.  Too scary.”

God is Love

Hmmm, I pause.  Let me give you a short testimony of my own experience with Jesus.  It’s all good.  The only condemnation I have is my own voice when it flails up in anxt.  Jesus said this to the adulterous.

“Where are your accusers?  Neither do I accuse you, go and sin no more”.

I can attest to God’s mercy by experience.  Jesus helped me out of my own wreckage of the past when I was yet in my dark debaucherous sin.

I committed repeatedly everything from prostitution to the worst brand of murder (my own unborn children & one very sick puppy dog I euthanized) I did it.  “He who sinneth much Loveth much”.  My deep sin carved out a bleak impenetrable canyon in my own heart making room for Jesus when He emptied out my heart of the wreckage of my arduous, black, marred, soul.

Make no mistake Jesus wanted me to call on Him as I was, broken.  He said “I came for the sick & injured.  For, the well do not need The Great Physician”.

If your not broken, most likely you will not desperately seek God in Hope of being fixed. Hence The Great Tribulation will break people.  Not as punishment, to draw them to God in desperation.

My testimony of change from dark to light is, my friends why they call it “born again” born of Spirit.  The other 33.3% obtained after walking around with only soul 33.3% and body 33.3% = 66.6% without The Holy Spirit.  And I am assuming by various testimonies of Jesus that not all were as broken as I was.

For more on being born again and my story see https://paradiseforthehellbound.com/read-free

The River of Fire Awaits Unto Nothingness the Souls of Men

The Bible read at one time, “Is it not the right of the Creator to create some beings fashioned for for destruction purposes while others destine to be His children?”   Of course it is.

What is “The Lake of Fire” of Revelation?  It is a river opposite of the river of living waters soon to flow on the New Earth bringing by Jesus eternal life in waters.  The Lake of Fire burns souls unto nothingness.  The Creator of Heaven and Earth uses balance.  It is vital to His creation of Earth and of eternity.

Once a man’s soul is tossed into the river (lake Rev.2 :10) of fire he is as if he never was.  No punishment, no torture, no hell…Father is not a torturer of men.  However men can choose torture for their eternity if they so please, by free will.  Men choose Hell by their choice to enjoy wickedness.  These would not be happy in Heaven.  The wicked do not hunger and thirst for righteousness.  They hunger and thirst for a deeper level of evil.

Hence more balance.  Did not Jesus say “I wish that ye were hot or cold” meaning cold toward God or hot toward God.  To choose neither leaves mankind the option of having no God & the lake of fire.   Ultimately all things are of God including Hell, the god of Hell and Satan himself.  Satan is doing exactly what he is supposed to do.  For an angel, defying God isn’t an option.  The fallen were in God’s will.  We had to have the option to choose our eternal homes by our own heart condition.  Either we seek God or we don’t.

Hey I could be wrong but…that’s what I’m getting as “private interpretation” in spite of Christian’s corrupt script.  That’s right.  The number of man is 66.6% until he receives The Holy Spirit baptism.  Mankind is ‘Body 33.3, Soul 33.3, & Spirit 33.3=99.99999%’

Christians cannot see to understand the Bible especially now because they have not spiritual eyes.  I am not saying they cannot be saved I believe God has a plan for end days tribulation saints.  But for now most Christians believe the preconceived notions of the preachers words that were cast upon their minds.

And so the willfully aware wicked will be “rewarded” as the book now reads.  Word ‘reward’ being contrary to the prior word “punish”.  Not all of the supernatural bible changes are deceptive.  I speak of the abomination of desecration making all bibles desolate of God’s Truth. By the wolf’s rewrite the bible now stands.  Still, yes there is some Truth left in it.  But the wording is hidious “middle English” and language of witchcraft with it’s “betwixt” and “fleshpots”.

Salvation 101

The Gathering of Souls to Their Eternal Homes Is Nigh.  Dark night spirits pour out of the many volcanoes from deep in the earth’s belly.

The true gospel of Jesus is not exactly written clearly in the books (bible) anymore.  Granted the story of Jesus coming to Earth, 1/2 man 1/2 God born of a virgin we have all heard over and over even unto redundancy on Youtube.  People share this by compulsion & by fear feeling obligation.

The Gospel of Jesus Are the Shoes that One Walks In

Jesus is The Son of God I believe these stories as Truth.  But I was not there was I?  No.  Neither has God shown me beyond a shadow of a doubt that the stories are His.

The True gospel of Jesus comes from THE HEART by experience of those who know Him first hand.  It comes from the hearts of His children who are/were changed drastically as a result of seeking Jesus diligently.  One on one.  By seeking Jesus He reveals Himself to us.

By receiving prayer at alter call The Holy Spirit is given unto men.

By praise and worship we meet God in Spirit.  For He dwells in the praises of His people.

By ongoing and heart felt prayer we get to know Jesus by the eternal gift of Hope.  We wait for His deliverance with magical Hope. We wait for His coming with eternal Faith.

Hope & Faith are eternal spiritual gifts.  Without them we have no armor.  The many are already leaving the “Hope” out of their Helmet of the Hope of Salvation”.  They trade Hope eternal for a book that they see as a certificate of salvation.  They say the bible is their god and their authority.  They see the bible as their ticket into eternity.  So God put the books in the hands of the wolf to see who these are—“His sheep know His voice and will not follow another”.

The 144 Share What they See with Those Who Believe

Not all have been believers long enough to have been trained as 144.  This is a life long molding of the clay.  Be not dismayed if you are not trained in warfare.  It was a very tumultuous road that few have walked down.  It included death, deep deep falls into sin, trauma, abuse, deliverance, healing, lessons of Grace and teachings that only come by PAIN.  Eventually they were shown the beast close up.  Not all are those who go before the throne.  Not all are the woman of Rev. 12 who became the warrior/child.

Those who know the voice of Jesus in this way, know the wolf speaks blasphemy from the Holy place NOW.  The desecration & abomination are upon us times-2.  When we see the abomination of desecration that causes desolation standing in the holy place x2 know that the time of the end is upon us.

Why do they see when others don’t?

When the locust from the pit came upon them in the night (some time in 2020-2021) they were already trained by God’s Grace and by practice to slaughter it.  They see into the dark realms.  The locust is vile but it is also better to think of it as a seemingly painless vail over the minds of the many Christians.  We think in some ways it may be protecting the many from seeing what they may not be able to emotionally handle.  Those who think they are 144 who have not already been seasoned in warfare may be deceived.  Christians often speak on YT of things to come that are already upon them unknowingly.  Its very hard for the 144 to watch blind men.  But this too is our training we must let it go.  Not all are the eyes.

Not all see the spiritual signs. We think they may have to endure unto the end. We know Christians see the carnal end times signs.  Yet those, the direct breathren of Jesus (133, 144) are watching His prophecy come to pass in technicolor.  

I will share with you what Jesus showed me.  By my Testimony in short.

I was a total mess all my young life.  In every way I was disconnected from both God and from myself.  I was lost to follow any wind that blew.  The winds took me to very dark places.  I died.   I had no self worth.  I was in bondage to drug addiction.  My pain was ongoing.  MY sins were many.

I prayed and prayed and prayed.  God delivered me and filled me with His Holy Spirit by the laying on of hands and prayer.  I spent a year in joy unspeakable.  Until I again fell into addiction.   My shame was great.  I prayed and prayed.  I sought out God nevertheless in my prodigal walk.  He taught me what Grace really is.  He pulled me out and cleaned me up.  I had lessons to be learned by my fall from God’s will.

The Man Child

For seven years God taught me who I am.  He also taught me why I was the way I was.  Every debauchery every searching by sin was to dull the pain of my separation from God.  Even in sin I sought out God.  When I met Jesus He empowered me to take authority over demonic darkness.  He showed me also I must rely rely rely on Him.  And still take authority by Him.

Revelation 12

This is the key.  To be a child and a warrior in one.  And that these two personalities don’t contradict one from another.

We are both the woman who the beast tried to destroy and we are the man-child.  The woman is the intercessors who pray by The Holy Spirit.  They were burdened with travail of lamentation and supplication.  For years they prayed not even knowing at times what they were asking God for.  Such is the burden of the intercessor.  Not all are the mouth piece.  They do not seek glory nor do other see their work.  If they share their calling they are mocked by those who are incapable of understanding the gifts of the Holy Spirt.  They are called “witches” because they do see into the realm of The Spirit.  These are the woman of Revelation 12.

The Good News of The Gospel of Peace

Feet shod with the Good news of the Gospel of Peace.  Why is this Gospel of Truth called shoes?

The Pearl Inside the Clay Pot is The Spirit of God

Because until one has walked the walk of Faith and found Jesus and walked by the Way of Jesus one cannot share the true gospel…expect by the copy paste version in the bibles.  If the only gospel we have is from a book we are not seeking God wholeheartedly.  Truth and transparency sometimes must come by desperation.  This is my experience.  Without pain I would have not sought God out with my whole heart.  Hence–the reason for the Great Tribulation is so men will seek God in Truth and finally be saved.  By showing  God our whole heart He in turn heals our whole heart.  He washes it clean.  He made us imperfect for a reason.  We need Him.  Without Him & without Jesus mankind is barren.  The pearl inside the clay pot is the Spirit of God.

The 33.33% Soul, 33.33% Body, & 33.3% Spirit.  Without the Spirit we are only 66.6%.  When the Holy Spirit comes we are 99.999999%.

Being born again starts the transformation by God’s leading.  All men have the divine presence of God given in the womb.  It is The Spirit of Life itself.  In my experience receiving The Holy Spirit Baptism is no small thing.  It is not a non event written in the text of the book that nobody notices when it happens.  It isn’t the born again experience either. Though being born again must I think precede the Baptism of The Holy Spirit.   Being born again is to be washed in God’s words and to finally start to seek Jesus.  The Spirit of God that brings spiritual gifts unto men including tongues & prophecy varies from man to man.  I cannot judge to whom or how it comes.  Perhaps to some it is a non event.  Except I do see that some are sealed on the forehead, others have the mark of the beast and some have both.  For they  must decide between the two.  The man cannot serve two God’s.

Sheep Are The Children of God by Analogy

Let’s call us “children” instead of animals.  After all, I resent when the beast calls us cattle.  “heard immunity, heard mentality, etc.”

Jesus Repeated the phrase “feed my sheep” to the apostles in the gospels when they questioned, “what is Thy will?”

EMOTIONAL TRAUMA & INDOCTRINATION OF A YOUTH

In kindergarten my mother would not let me dress up with the other children for Halloween.   Every class went from school room to school room showing off their costumes.  My teacher put me at the very last of the line, me walking through every room being different.  Different than every other child in the school who was dressed up.  Well, accepting my sister of course.  I don’t know what she went through.   I know that today she absolutely hates our Mother.

Once again Mom’s ignorance of raising children and lack of consideration to put some real thought into what she was actually doing to us mounted in us more trauma by abuse.  Mom is a product of the beast system.  And Dad thinking violence is love according to the beast, gives us our regular brutal spankings.  After all if we are to choose Love then we choose a man who repeatedly hurts us.  That’s Love right? (sarcasm)

Removing us from our homes and putting us in a situation where a cold mean stranger is wielding power over us and saying things like “YOU FAILED” is highly traumatic for a five years old….you get my drift.  Or you need to stay back a year cause your stupider than the rest of the class!

Mother taught us children nothing of the world because she knew nothing of the world.  Ignorant of danger she literally threw us to the wolves.

Somewhere in there was my spending the night with a relative of Mom’s.  Resulting in the sexual abuse by the sneaky older man 3rd cousin.   The one who locked mom in the trunk when she was child.  God almighty, sometimes it seems perhaps I was one of those targeted individuals.  The dangers in my life were relentless.  I will spare you that story of sexual abuse, for now.  I nearly drowned at least twice.  Dad saved my life over and over.  I bashed my head so many times needing stitches that they investigated my parents for child abuse in the 60s.  And that takes alot public record of injury.

Chemical Attacks from my own Mom & Third Degree Burns or Second– who knows, As Dad stands Watching

I walked into a fire and sat down in it burning my whole underside at age 4.  The trauma attached to that little event left me out of my body literally. I clearly remember being on a metal table as they peeled off my skin.  The doctor with one of those horrible round lights on his head.  I had enough, I literally went into a closet out of body.  I walked away.  My own mother couldn’t stand the screaming she left the room.

To this day I don’t know why my Dad standing right on the other side of the fire would allow me to walk through gray hot ash with red embers burning underneath.  I suppose had he really wanted me dead he would not have twice saved me from drowning in the back yard pool.  I remember once when they cleaned the pool mom allowing us to swim in bleach water.  She was big on chemicals nearly burning my lungs with ammonia water.  Over and over I told her the stuff is poison when I became an adult.  Now she’s on oxygen from leaving bleach and ammonia in her sink every time she cleans and never ever opening the windows.   My parents are as blind to evil & darkness as they are to their own hearts.

Anger Toward God-Why the Suffering?

Part of being chosen of God…and keep in mind friend, flesh and blood are temporal very temporal.  The soul and spirit are eternal.   Seeing the big picture is part of being chosen.  How?  The afterlife MUST, MUST, be very real to us.  Otherwise we cannot gain the needed wisdom from God’s lessons.  Hence every chosen few has died at least once.  They have visited the afterlife, they have had out of body dreams.  They have felt eternity by receiving The Holy Spirit.  Not all are the hand or the eye.  Count yourself blessed if ye are of the great multitude because The meek WILL INHERIT THE EARTH.  And this is what the elite fight against.

The Elite Want The 144,000 Dead.

If they can’t identify the 144 they will slaughter all God’s children in anxt.

The prophecies say they will lose their power and they will.  They value power over all things.  They will not go down without a fight.  They want us all dead.  They cannot identify the elect.  So many saying “I am 144, I am 144” this is for a reason.  The waters are muddied for a reason. God shall not allow His elect to suffer by the hand of evil ever again. That is His promise to the 144,000 His army and those who go before the thrones.

Spiritual lessons that come from pain and suffering can be eternal if the reaction is in fact good and spiritual.  Being mad at God is part of the chosen’s walk. We know God is real and we are pissed at Him!  This is part of our relationships with Him being formed.  We later turn to Him showing Him our anger.  We are transparent with Him and we know without His help we’re squittled.  “Turn me and I shall be turned”.  Then to later see the benefits of suffering and the many lessons is priceless wisdom.

Again—Those clothed in white who have come out of Great tribulation who go before the throne night and day, these are God’s chosen few who He makes guardians over The New Earth.   Not “the great tribulation”.  Revelation

I WAS A FAILURE AT THIRD GRADE

Isn’t it funny, well not funny, rather ironic that my parents much later in life told me I tested out one of the top three IQ’s in my entire school’s history.  Three years later they were telling me I was a failure at that same school.  I passed with C’s because I wanted to make C’s.  The teacher was pissed and hated me because I was not obedient, I didn’t study, I didn’t have to try.  I could easily make C’s by simple common sense.  I would not make the A’s she wanted.  I would not act like my sister whom she loved & taught earlier years.  Mrs. Harper (and she was a harper) made this quite clear to me.   “Why aren’t you more like your sister?  She was a joy to teach, but YOU, YOUR A failure!!”

It was as if the beat down was what I was destined for.  I believed Mrs. Harper.  In my heart between the beatings from Dad and the criticism I knew I was “bad & wrong, a failure”.  I would not find out until years, many years later who I really am.  I embraced Sarah the failure. 

So, at 8 years old my parents responded to Mrs. Harpers advice to keep me back a year.  They said, “we are moving from Akron to Kent Ohio anyway so we will make Sarah repeat 3rd grade even though she passed by her grades.”  Why?  Because the bitch teacher didn’t like me and my parents were followers of the beast.  I have forgiven Mrs. Harper who by the way lost her son in Vietnam and played the “Fighting Soldiers from the sky” the Green Barret theme song every morning before class on the record player.

Some Relief from the Abuse & Public Speaking at Age 9

My second bout with third grade was much different.  Mrs. Tesar in Kent Ohio was a loving woman who encouraged and kept safe her students.  And furthermore my fourth grade teacher was much the same.  Thank God we moved away from Rhimer Elementary Hell.  Mr. Fairchild took us ice skating in his backyard river.  It was dark and cold, but oh how fun.  Once he have a public speaking assignment and I froze in front of the class.  He made it a lesson to the class saying in a kind and understanding way what can happen due to nervous fear.  I had no shortage of fear.   After all I was a failure every child in that room was better than me.  (I thought)  I was literally petrified.

I should note that I later skipped ninth grade making up the demotion of third grade.  My grades were easily good enough to do so at that time.  And tenth grade was easy for me.   in ‘Operation Upgrade’ in Hillsborough County Florida those who were old enough with the grades could skip a grade.  My friend Joanne wanted me to stay where I was not getting out of an entire year of school. She knew I would move on from her and by God I am very glad I did.

God’s Gifts Are Without Repentance.  Steeped in Sin

I was lost for years, searching for something I did not know.  When I tried drugs at age 12 my young life was so steeped in emotional pain and I was so filled up with hurt, and fear that drugs were my relief. 

Sidenote: If I was to express fear or hurt to anybody in my family I would have been either mocked by my older sister, who by the way used to beat my little brother whom I protected. I finally was able to stand her off physically at about age 7, she never attacked us again. But all my fears had to be held in. My mother and father always invalidated anything, any feeling, any fear, and emotion that I had all through life pretty much. I was trained to repress and the fear nearly ate me alive.

You see, with addiction, people who are not steeped in pain don’t get addicted.  Sure addicts like me usually say “I had no trauma in my childhood I had good parents”. I used to say it myself and mean it.  Why would I say that?  Because the TV programming showed me what trauma is and I did not relate to it.  Little did I know there is a different kind of child trauma that comes in stealth and in ignorance.  It comes from these sources, parents, education, our peers because we are trained to demoralize one another as an emotional survival skill, and the TV media.

But make no mistake, most people even into adulthood have no clue what emotional trauma really looks like.  How would they?  They didn’t teach us healthy emotions at school that’s for sure.  How do you speak to yourself?

Long story short, I was steeped in sin and misery most of my life.  I was a heroin addict, Cocaine Injector, Pot smoking, Prostitute, thief, Liar, Hopeful drug addict who not only prayed for help, I prayed in tongues for help during my relapse/prodigal walk.  For years on end.  Whaaat???

My History With Religion

I was born in 1959 making me 62 years old.  I was not raised in the church as they say.   However my mother was a Jehovah Witness and she used to speak often of the “New World”  It sounded to me like a myth at the time.  I didn’t put any stock in it.  I believed what was in front of me at the time.  Still I was a praying child from the very start of my life, and always have been.  Mom took us to church on holydays I mean holidays.

Church was no different than school to me.  Expect that there were no hard tests and bad grades given.  Today there is not one preacher who I can sit and listen to and agree with wholeheartedly.  Not on Youtube or mainstream or real life.  I can’t even agree 50% or 20%.   Sometimes they will say something true.

My foundation of religion is me reading the Bible on my own back from late 80s through late 90s.  I had all the books when they were “books”.  I had the Strong’s Exhaustive Concordance.  I had Lexicons, interlinear bible’s, every version in English and I read mainly the KJV and I read the Old Testament in the NIV & KJV.

Persecution from the Pulpit

I had one church and one pasture in life who I called my own at age thirty something.  When my loving preacher changed and started preaching Hell fire and condemnation rather than teaching with Love, the church split.  One pasture one way, and mine another way.  I learned so much from Him.  I don’t know what happened to him but I see no benefit to giving people the beat down over and over and over.

I am not saying don’t prepare for eternity and be aware that ye shall be judged for our treatment of others.  But condemnation from the pulpit repeatedly teaches mankind nothing but guilt and shame.  Of which I was already filled to the brim.  When I left that church, me and my tithes, that preacher for the first time spoke to me directly after years of being in his churches fairly unnoticed.

“They will kill you out there Sarah”, was his words to me. Well he was nearly right.  He was afraid.  He wanted me back I believe because of the tithes.  He never gave a shit about any of us it seems to me.  Or maybe he did, but he sure as hell could have at least acknowledge the women’s ministry me and another member had at that time to strippers and prostitutes’.

My Ministry to Strippers & Prostitutes

There were three of us woman born again in the church.  Women who really knew what it is to be changed by God Himself.  Born again.  Looking back I think perhaps my old preacher feared us, he did not understand or relate to us.

Seems to me there are variation of being born again.   And after we were born again God sent us out.    We witnessed to the dancers and hookers who needed to hear of God’s Love.  Those whom the preacher was unable to reach.  Once my girlfriend Lori asked the pastor to recognize our ministry as part of the church ministry.  He abruptly refused.  It wasn’t pretty enough.  It wasn’t dressed right.  It wasn’t packaged the way he would have it-apparently. Yes were were raw. But it was amazing times. We would walk into the dressing rooms at the strip clubs and there would sit one young woman or another primed for ministering, falling apart at the seems. This happened continually in that ministry. God moved more for those women than I have ever seen in ministry.

Threatened by My Friend in Ministry at Knife Point

I was even in choir.  Lori’s the other ex drug addict who I brought into the strip clubs with me to minister.  Oh she was so sweet.  She made up little baskets of jelly beans and chocolates on Easter for the dancers.  The strippers loved her!  She would minister to them individually and speak of how God saved & delivered her from hell life.  My stripper ministry was very very productive.   It was my first ministry.  When I relapsed into drug addiction it took years before I finally got pulled back out by God.

I received the Holy Spirit when I was thirty in a little Baptist church by the laying on of hands & prayer.  In my experience that’s how it happens.  So the automatic part of the infilling that happens when you ask Jesus in for help by desperation was my born again moment.  I was born again when I was 27.

At 27 my morality changed and I never returned into the deep sexual immorality that I came out of at that time. Even during my prodigal walk my morals remained upgraded.

Nevertheless my prodigal walk taught me not to judge others.  I forget that lesson from time to time.  Perhaps I am more stubborn than some.

I walked as prodigal for probably ten years with The Holy Spirit. God’s gifts are with repentance. If He didn’t take the Spirit back from me He won’t take it back. I think you would have to ask God to leave or something horrible like that.  I got arrested spent 60 days in county and finally ran, not walked to Alcoholics Anonymous where I finally-thank God! I became reprogrammed by God using therapy and the 12 steps.  It took seven years to change my thought patterns and neural pathways of my mind.  Meditation was a big part of that change by positive affirmations and daily 12 step meetings.  I learned how to express myself. How to quit keeping shame secrets of fear.  Say what I mean and mean what I say.

I built confidence by telling my testimony to hundreds at a time at speaker meetings.  I worked through those old childhood fears of public speaking & inferiority.  I realized I am a valuable and somewhat vulnerable child of God.  I do not speak to my self the way I used to-ever.

My worst sin was the way I treated myself for so long.  Some say people cannot change.  But given the right circumstances we can reprogram while God changes our heart.  To be the clay in His hands is worth every pain and cry.  But it takes work.  Change isn’t easy, we fear it sometimes.  It takes God and footwork both.  The work a man does to change who he is should become a way of life.  When any problem arises we say—“Out of the problem into the solution”.

The Truth Gospel

The true gospel is sharing what Jesus did for you.  Because that is the gospel that comes from the heart and is Truth and alive.

How in the hell does somebody attain a strippers ministry you might ask.  Well long story short–God provides it.  I was a stripper.  I was a prostitute drug addict.  God delivered me.  See my 5 part testimony.  I spent years living up to the title of “failure” who I believed I was for years.  I was a stripper for years.  After I was born again God put me behind a sewing machine making outfits for strippers.  This is still my work today except now I do it online.  No more setting up outfits in the dressing rooms.  The managers all knew me.  I had a foot in at strip clubs from Austin to San Antonio.  They knew I was now born again and they knew why I quit dancing.  I was a witness.  So I was allowed to bring Lori into the clubs with me.

Lori’s husband stood next to me in choir because I was an alto.  Staying on the right pitch with three harmonies Tenor, alto, soprano isn’t easy when your not a natural at it.  We had to be grouped together.  I was able to follow her husband’s voice.  Once his family at church invited me to dinner after.  My friend Lori was out sick that day.  Next thing I knew the crazy bitch was threatening me at knife point, knife point!  About stealing her husband because I met him and his family at an after church lunch.  There went that portion of that ministry.

Can you imagine?  A girl well over age 27 knocks on my door and puts a knife to my throat because I know and went to lunch with her in-laws.  She was sure I wanted to steal her husband.   No wonder the preacher didn’t want her representing the church in ministry.  She was bat shit crazy.  Her husband said “she has returned to her old behavior”.  What was she a murderer?  Well seems I have somebody else to forgive in word so my heart will follow.

Does this incident mean Lori wasn’t born again?  NO!  Make no mistake she became the clay in God’s hands just as I did.  It takes years to reprogram after being born again.  God changes our heart and our mind.  But old habits die hard, that’s why the 12 step recovery programs are so beneficial for born again believers.  They can become part of the reprogramming of behaviors.  Especially for drug addicts who need years to relearn and build new neuropathways in the brain.  There is a thing called the prodigal son walk.  If your a born again believer who has back slid horribly do not underestimate the lessons of Grace and Love, mercy, and forbearance of God that comes with a prodigal son walk.

The scariest scripture in the Bible I fulfilled

Paraphrased.   If a man is delivered of demons and is born again of The Spirit of God and yet returns as a dog to his vomit to his old ways then those demons look and say “his house is clean and swept & the door is open for the taking” that demon brings 6 other demons back with him to the house it once was vanquished from.  Put on the full armor of God.

I do not think the re-infestation of demons happened to me but I am a candidate because of my prodigal walk.  Testimony 5 parts Youtube.

Nevertheless God brought me back out after years of my turning my back on Him and His gracious gifts to me.

My Ministry to The Very Wicked The Prodigal Walk Ministry

One day perhaps I will go over the worst of the worst that I can remember.  A time filled with crooked cops, bribes, immorality, danger, insanity, great suffering, regret, remorse, self induced trauma, sick relationships, abusive boyfriends, The jumping from moving vehicles to get away from assailants. rape, more near death experience, kidnapping.   The giving of a testimony to the most evil on earth that nearly results in decapitation.  Men of evil don’t listen to preachers and nuns whom they have no part with.  But when a fellow sinner they know tells them God is real & loves them and what he did for them, it hits them right between the eyes. And they do not always react well toward that witness.

Perhaps God wanted me to know what having a sword to my neck for the testimony of Him would feel like.  Idk.  But this dangerous & insane man who announced to the who camp I was staying at that he would take my head that night changed his mind and heart.  He had every intention of doing so and I was going to allow it without even running.  Had I run he may have enjoyed it.  Something stopped his hand. It wasn’t me.  I wasn’t to die that day, not again. Not yet.  Some day I might write the horrors of the prodigal walk but for now it’s not to be.

God Gave Me a Third Ministry in Alcoholics Anonymous

As I said I spent years in AA reprogramming and gaining self worth.  I learned how to build self esteem and I learned my character defect patterns with the purpose of not repeating them.  Not everyone in AA takes rehabilitation so seriously as I did.  Nor do they take God as seriously as I do.   My own sister, a dysfunctional drug addict had all the same opportunities I did.  Yet she just could never change.  She couldn’t open up her heart, her true heart to God.  She never really opened the door to let God in.  I could be wrong.

I was rebuilt in AA and I left AA because from it I got what I needed.  I am not under AA rule to need the program for the rest of my days as so many in AA claim.  Some even call AA or ‘The Program’ their own Higher Power.  Big mistake.  The 12 step programs are full of lies at every turn.  They are also full of truth at many turns.   The program is free.  I owe AA nothing.

They chant “You have to give it away to keep it” this is true to a point, but for how long?  How long do I have to give it away?  I get to mark that timeline with my own choice.  If you don’t do the 12 step work you will not gain the self worth needed to be reprogrammed.  But if you think that its AA whom you are beholden to instead of God Himself then ye worship the creation over The Creator.  God is my sustenance not man.

A Scribe of God My Third Ministry

Jazweeh and I are the authors of my scribe ministry.  I did not plan to write a testimony but that’ s where this article ended up.  This is my end of days ministry.  Every footstep in my life has been for this moment in time.  I am not to judge others.  There is a whole multitude of Christians right now who have no clue of what is going on.  I can’t make anyone see Truth.  The creature/locust is on the heads and minds of most.  The supernatural is full bore on Earth.  Yet the strongholds of Satan are collapsing day by day.  God’s army is raised up and they are powerful.  Those who were once oppressed and down trodden are now the most skilled spiritual warriors on Earth.

They have come out of great tribulation.  Those who are born again do not usually stand up and tell the worst parts of their demonic walk through hell.  I left out the worst parts of the self inflicted part of my dangerous life.

Deliverance from demons is part of the walk with God.  Those who know what it’s like to be subservient to a demonic force of actions within that goes against their own heart know suffering.

“Why do I do that which I do not want to do?  Each time I make up my mind to do good evil is right there with me.  I then act according to evil in me that is not of me.   Who shall deliver me from this body of death? Praise be to Jesus The Christ who is all merciful forever and ever.”   Apostle Paul —Paraphrased from Pre Mandela effect skewed bible changes.

The Justified shall live by Faith

The chosen of God have already died once quite literally.   Or more.  They have stood under the knife, and under the sword at the neck.  God’s elect suffered so they could learn and be formed.  God’s elect would not trade that suffering for anything because it brought them to the knowledge of God’s great Love for us.

He who The Son sets free is free indeed. 

For easier reading and directions on becoming the clay in God’s hands go to my website https://paradiseforthehellbound.com where both my testimony and my book can be seen and read free.

2# JJustified What is the Mark of the Beast?

3rd Gates of Hell …Savior or the world or fox in the henhouse?

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See the testimony of Laura E. on YT 5 parts.

The Companies Can be Threatened to be Sewed If they Demand Employees to take an experimental vaccine.

However it looks like OSHA isn’t going to make it easy.    And God only knows if OSHA is bought and paid for by the corporations at large then likely the judges are as well.  Just don’t take it.  Even if you could win a lawsuit you may not be alive to collect.

Turn-coat Gov org. ‘OSHA’ (Occupational Safety and Health Administration) made this statement then turned around and made the following statement.   But the second statement won’t stop anyone from sewing employers for medical injury & damages if they threaten your job.

First OSHA Statement

OSHA: Employers May Be Held Liable for ‘Any Adverse Reaction’ if They Mandate COVID Vaccines
New OSHA guidance holds employers liable for adverse reactions if they require employees be vaccinated for COVID as a condition of employment, which could negatively impact the employer’s safety rating.

Second OSHA (A .Gov Safety in the workplace org.) Statement

According to the agency’s website:

“DOL [U.S. Department of Labor] and OSHA, as well as other federal agencies, are working diligently to encourage COVID-19 vaccinations. OSHA does not wish to have any appearance of discouraging workers from receiving COVID-19 vaccination, and also does not wish to disincentivize employers’ vaccination efforts. As a result, OSHA will not enforce 29 CFR 1904’s recording requirements to require any employers to record worker side effects from COVID-19 vaccination through May 2022. We will reevaluate the agency’s position at that time to determine the best course of action moving forward.”

Source-https://childrenshealthdefense.org/defender/employers-liable-adverse-reaction-mandate-covid-vaccines/

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CDC ARTICLE Dated July 19,2021

Vaccine Mandates & Exemptions

COVID-19 Vaccines Are Not Mandated Under Emergency Use Authorizations (EUAs)

The Food and Drug Administration (FDA) does not mandate vaccination. However, whether a state, local government, or employer, for example, may require or mandate COVID-19 vaccination is a matter of state or other applicable law.

Employer Vaccine Mandates and Proof of Vaccination

Whether an employer may require or mandate COVID-19 vaccination is a matter of state or other applicable law. If an employer requires employees to provide proof that they have received a COVID-19 vaccination from a pharmacy or their own healthcare provider, the employer cannot mandate that the employee provide any medical information as part of the proof.

Employee Medical Conditions or Religious Beliefs Exemptions

Two types of exemptions can be implemented:

• Medical exemptions
  Some people may be at risk for an adverse reaction because of an allergy to one of the vaccine components or a medical condition. This is referred to as a medical exemption.

• Religious exemptions
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Some Christians are expecting to be raptured before any great tribulation problems occur.  My question is this…if they/we are not raptured along with the young children will we be so pissed we curse God?  Or will we seek God even more fervently and sustain Hope for whatever His will is for us.  That is the wisdom.  “Thy will be done in my life”.  This isn’t easy to pray sometimes.

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In 1977 it Snowed in Tampa-Not Normal

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I was in both of these anomaly winter storms and NEITHER time were there power outages.  Freezing and power outages are not and never have been synonymous so WHY would they be so now?  To be fair the usual tree limbs falling and other certain small scale electrical issues do happen because of freezing conditions.

And if they turn off the power they are storing power.  Where is all that usual power going?  How can they claim after turning off all that electricity that there is still a shortage?  Makes no sense.

Tampa Florida Snow                   San Antonio, Texas Snow

The power outages in Texas are suspect at best and malevolent and evil at the worst.

We know we can’t believe anything the media says about it.  So what’s the theory?

Perhaps they have good intentions and are trying to get people to prepare for something they know is coming that will cause extended black outs.

Or they are evil and beating down the nationalists to usher in the NWO.  But granted Texas is FULL OF MEXICANS.  1/2 the state is easily Hispanic.  Still these Mexican are very family orients.  Trust me I know.  I lived there and among them for 13 years.  They cling together in their families big time.  They stand for one another.  Way more than my family ever did or does.  My own mother threw me to the wolves and my Dad had no clue on how to be protective and teach me of the wolves.  Whatever, I am over that on the most part.  I was angry at Dad for a year and finally forgive him.  He was the last and strongest resentment on my fourth step list.  Everybody should work the 12 steps thoroughly to get to know one’s own heart and to understand the “why” behind your own behaviors.

Anyway the Mexicans strong and resolute family values are a threat to the new world order.   This may have something to do with it. Plus the one’s in Texas had the wherewithal to escape Mexico.  It takes courage to uproot and go moving in Hope for a better life.  These people are strong by their heritage.

I looked at the outage map and ghetto & inner city locations, they were not as affect by the outages.  But the hill country and suburbs were.  If that has any reasoning behind it.

This will make the people stronger and more prepared.   Surely the elite who control the power know that.  Maybe the elite are just showing the people who is boss trying to put them in their place.

We can only guess the motives.  But one thing sure, what they say by media doesn’t make any true sense.  Its bullshit.

Seems they are starting a pattern.  California and New York being targeted and now Texas.  I expect this to continue into all states.  We must prepare with food and water and alternative energy sources if possible.

No wonder they wanted us to vote so bad.  They have categorized us by who we sided with in the election.  God reigns.  God is Love.  Jesus is returning soon.  He will recompense the evil carried out upon His children.

No, we are not saved by the right works & works alone.  Granted you could say everything is works even prayer and a relationship with God are works.  But by works I mean “good deeds”.  It is our Faith and our condition of the heart toward God & man that God looks upon in us.  Our status in the realm of The Spirit after death however, depends on the works we have carried out while vulnerable, naive, weak, and human.  Courageous righteous acts carry alot of weight like giving your life so another can live.  Do we not reap what we sow?

All are given a measure of Faith, what you do with the measure will either kill faith off or make it blossom and grow into great courageous Faith.  ALL are given the down payment of faith yet people are as different as night and day in what they choose to do with that Faith.  Free will will not be taken from us at least in this life.  Hell won’t have much freedom going on.  If a man worships law, rules, regulations, and wants a contract with God stating his salvation in red blood print…that man may fit in better where free will doesn’t exist.

In The Spirit there is freedom from bondage.  Some people feel safer in bondage because of programming. They need little boxes with labels on them for comfort when The Holy Spirit is the Comforter…”saved by grace”, “saved by blood”, “saved by the bible”, “saved by the priest/preacher”, “saved by the words of the preacher”, “forgiven in the future”, “I never killed anybody”, “they are bad & I am good because look what they do”.  And on and on go the rationales to quell the fear of death go.

Blood is symbolic it is what Jesus did in death that freed us.  What?  Is there power in blood?  The Satanists seems to think so.  What did Jesus do in death?  A little thing that seems everyone on Youtube has forgotten or never learned.  “HE TOOK THE KEYS OF DEATH AND HELL FROM SATAN HIMSELF”.

That is why Jesus had to die to free us from SIN, DEATH, & the BONDAGE OF LAW.  And THAT is why we have power over death and hell because Jesus gives us the keys when we accept His gift for us.  This is the plan of Father. He sent His Son to do this.  Did Jesus bear all my sin?  Well that’s what they say but if He did then why is it I have to repent?  Why do I still feel guilt and shame when I do wrong against my own heart?  I question that, just saying its a contradiction.  Since the book lies (bible) we must have The Holy Spirit who comes in Jesus name and follow our still and quiet voice of the heart.

If we become reprobate due to smashing our own hearts voice over and over and over then we need deliverance by the laying on of hands as they practice in Pentecostal churches and full gospel churches.

Follow your heart and protect your heart for out of it come the well springs of life.  If you commit apostacy against your own heart it will make you sick.  God has given in us a guide that the beast works hard to silence.

The greatest spiritual and everlasting gifts are Love, Faith, & Hope these three are eternal, everlasting.  Pray for these if you pray.  Tongues will soon cease, prophecies will soon end but Love carries on into eternity.  Selfless Love is not a feeling though feelings do prompt the actions of Love.

Love is giving, charitable, kind, honest, forthright, and trustworthy, Love never fails.  There are many ways to give, even a word can be giving & charitable.

You will notice some people are incapable of a kind or encouraging word toward even their children.  They are under a spell of fear, their words of Love are bound up in a jagged bobbed wire fence wrapped around their own freedom to express Love toward others.  What are they afraid of?  Why can they not give a kind word?  Perhaps they are brainwashed to think kindness is weak and putrid.  Sad.

Please…don’t tell me you love me. “I love you” is a manipulation, not always, usually.  If a man says “I love you” its likely because he wants to create a reaction or its a manipulation to get what he wants or thinks he needs.  People who make Youtube videos and say “I love you” at the end, I greatly question as being un-authentic.  How can a man love people he has never known or seen?

Charity is Akin to Love

Love is straight from the heart.  But sometimes we give out of spiritual obligation.  There is nothing wrong with that.  But we mustn’t be ruled by our guilt. Its very important to work a thorough step four and five by writing down all fears and giving them to God, confessing them and asking Him to remove them.  And to write all guilt and shame down, process it emotionally with tears or screams, let it out.  Lest it rule your health and your heart. Everyone should work the 12 steps, everyone.  Without it you may not see the dysfunctional patterns of emotional behaviors that can so easily beset us.  We MUST know our patterns of knee jerk emotional reactions of blame, projection, fear of people, inability to trust God and so on.  We must examine ourselves at length and we need a road map of exercises to do so.  The 12 steps done with prayer and help from God can aid in the saving of one’s soul by finally seeing Truth and then seeking God in Truth with no walls of fear hindering prayer.

Self Awareness Vs. Self Deception

Processing the past emotional trauma can relieve panic attacks, anxiety, dysfunctional relationships, and all kinds of blame and rage.  The 12 steps promote humility and Truth and cut through false pride by the sharp sword of courageous Truth.  Take now the courage to know yourself, for this, my friend is the challenge of every man.  Not so you can condemn yourself as in past times of guilt and shame.  But rather we look deep within our own hearts and habits so we can change.  Check out my book “Paradise for the Hellbound” for more on this self knowledge.

Have you given your life that others may live? Have you stood for the down trodden and destitute?  Do you give to the beggar on the street?  How do you treat others?  Do you treat your neighbor as you want to be treated?

Of course we all have fallen short of these statutes of brotherly Love, of course.  We have forgiveness through Jesus our advocate, our redeemer, our deliverer, our healer, Him who opens the eyes of the blind, He who my soul Loves.

Works

Although we are not saved by works persay, still it is by our words and actions that we can achieve a wealth of gifts from God The Father that we carry into our next world.

Father wishes to impart upon mankind many spiritual gifts even mighty powers.  However with much power comes much responsibility.  If a man due to his choices & actions toward himself and others is not trust worthy or honorable then God cannot trust that man with great power.

Love (for humans) is an Action

By Love and conscientious view points of humility, truth, respect, and fair interactions with men does a man gain God’s trust.  How will Our Maker bestow upon us gifts of power if we cannot bridle our own tongue & behavior toward others?

Again great power in the hands of humans can be disastrous.  But the power God bestows in us now will often times be carried with us into our after life.

If a man is trust-worthy with a little he can then be trusted with alot.  Also to him whom much is given much is expected.  And that doesn’t mean pay back.  We cannot begin to pay God back, it is folly to think so.  For God’s gifts do not have stings attached as men’s do.   Nor can any action of ours compare to God’s might.   “Much is expected” means that we who have gifts are expected to use them honorably and not neglect them.

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List of Spiritual Gifts

What gifts?  Spiritual gifts are many varied powers that carnal man doesn’t understand.  Spiritual gifts involve abilities that are said to be impossible for humans.   Seers, Prophets, healers, intercessors of prayer gifts, gifts of languages, gifts of wisdom, knowledge, insight into certain topics, life giving gifts such as reanimation of the human body by the laying on of hands & prayer, dreams & visions, teachers, helpers, readers meaning those who read tea leaves, abstract shapes, eyes, foreheads, clouds, vibes, oras, there are new end times gifts at play now.  Gifts to see the supernatural mark of the beast on the foreheads of men(mankind).  Gifts of seeing gifts in others.  To see God’s mark on men.  To see Satan’s mark on men.  The ability to see into a man’s heart & soul, trips to hell, the grave, heaven, out of body experiences.  Communications gifts to hear what is in the mind of a man or to see it in his eyes or to read what he is thinking, to read faces, to see a black mouth and know a liar, telekinesis, telekinetics, every “tele” type gift listed by man.

Gifts are not evil just as guns are not evil in and of themselves.  It is how we use them that makes them evil, good, or indifferent.

Regardless of old testament condemnation of gifts being demonic, and granted some gifts are demonic.  However be not quick to judge a man by his gifts in that way.  Lest ye attribute the things of The Holy Spirit to Satan, God forbid.  Is there really an unforgivable sin?  Let’s hope not.  Did Saphira, and her husband really drop dead due to blasphemy of The Holy Spirit?  Or even worse did Peter or Paul or whoever it was REALLY have The Holy Spirit slaughter them for not giving certain monies?

I CALL BULLSHIT!  That’s not my God speaking that greed.  That is clearly a greed scripture to the manipulation of those in the church who fear that they would what?????? “ROB GOD”.  As if God wants the beasts money.

Know this…if you want to give, give to a real person who is in real need.  If you want to tithe go ahead, but not out  of guilt of some corrupt scripture of lies.  Or for a prosperity effect though, I have done that myself in hopes of a return. Do it for Love, to help.  Most pastors today are blind as ….the lost.  I would not give to any church at this point.  Give to the guy with the sign on the corner he is in need.  Give to those who ask.  Give when you can, and when you feel led.  Do not allow the fake script to manipulate you by guilt.  We cannot buy our way out of hell or punishment.  The Truth sets us free when we show God our whole heart, all of it.

Guns Are Not Evil

However they are used for evil.  And can be used for protecting the innocent from tyrannical forces as well.

Know this…gifts are usually from God however they can be used for both evil and good.  Granted, Satan has his bestowing of gifts as well.  But most likely they are the same range of gifts just used for evil instead of good.

Free-will is a gift that will not be revoked.  Satanists speak in tongues just as the intercessor (the woman of Rev. 12) does.  God appoints scribes.  One scribe type gift for example is this…During my writing while led by The Holy Spirit I strategically place a word in a sentence knowing the point I want to make yet searching for a word to fit.  I put a word in place that I DO NOT know the definition of.  I have heard the word but never bothered to know what it meant.   I look it up and it is the exact word the sentence required.

This supernatural event during writing has happened to me many times, many times.  I do not question it anymore and should not take it for granted.  God gives me the words and I learn as I go.  And of course scribes receive motivation to write and are given their topics usually at night while they sleep.  Scribes are naturals when it comes to writing and grab ideas from the air around them as well as receiving scrolls of knowledge during sleep.

Scribes of God have a romance with words and side with Truth, they Love the English language.  I reek with anxt when I see what is happening to our language and Bibles.  Men are getting the download of new heinous terminologies.  There are literally hundreds of new words in my own KJVB hard copy that I have NEVER HEARD OF yet have always been there according to history.  Yes the Mandela Effect, yes most people say “same as it ever was” as they call us who see changes as being under the strong delusion.

However there is one no two very good proofs that we are not the one’s who are deluded.  One- We are the minority.  And Two the changes in and of themselves are evil, debaucherous, and the works of a very dark voice.  Therefore we who see changes are not blind to evil.  Nor are we under the impression that its a good thing to term that which is evil as if it were good.

And so the fulfillment of the prophecy (and I paraphrase) “In the last days that which is evil shall be called good and that which is good shall be considered evil.”

Our Language is Under Attack

The language is being corrupted daily.  Our English language is under attack horribly.  In one day I watch You-tube as Christians all get the downloads of new word terms that are corrupt.   In one day they all parrot a new, same word.  It uncanny to watch.  A for instance?  “Nonsensical”,  ‘Holy Spirit” given in a sentence with a “The” no introductory announcement term…the “The” was in and for honor as a presentation of The Holy Spirit.

After a while people copy cat the terms so you don’t know who is downloaded by emf and who is just parroting terms as a status quo.  Those with low self worth parrot and speak as others do.  They copy because they fear they are bad and wrong and cannot be original or show their true heart lest people hate them (they fear).  This is what they have been taught by the beast all their lives. That what is in their heart and mind is bad and wrong.  IF you have read my articles you know that’s my pet-peave.  Forgive my repetition.

Scribes & Mandela Effect

Perhaps I see the on going supernatural changes to language and books (Mandela effect) because of the scribe gifts that are in me. I see the multitude of KJVB changes so clearly even as EYA the most proliferate scholar on Youtube of the on-going KJV Bible changes & the debauchery wrapped up in them.  Perhaps if not for the gift of scribe I too would be under the strong delusion as so many youtubers are.  Idnk.

I like to think that I see the changes to language and the holy bible because of the armor of God and other reasons regarding the Love of Truth that I see the KJVB changes when so few see.  Nevertheless they call us who see as being under the strong delusion, but we are the minority.

Anyone with a spiritual gift knows what its like to be alone.  Very few if any will relate to your gift.  NO one can understand your gift.  The best that your friends can do is say “we believe you but we do not understand it (or) that is YOUR truth”.  They are incapable of relating to your spiritual gifts and that is to be alone in some ways.

I suffer by my sight, the sufferings of Christ are to be surrounded by the blind and people who choose the lie over Truth.  To want so badly to make knowledge of Truth known to them but

“Fools, say I, do not know
Silence, like a cancer, grows
Hear my words that I might teach you
Take my arms that I might reach you”
But my words, like silent raindrops fell
And echoed in the wells, of silence

God’s chosen, His elect are the few.  But fear not for there will be a great multitude delivered out of the great tribulation.  Many many will repent and be saved during the disasters.  When the G.T. comes eyes WILL be opened people’s minds WILL be reached.

We Judge Not the Blind.  For those who are blind, to choose Truth over the lie Would be to Seemingly Lose Everything

Though the reasoning itself is to choose to believe the beast system at large for the sake of convenience & comfort.  Furthermore the Truth of the beast system is very scary.  So the lies sooth the blind masses.   While the beast poisons their mind, body, and soul in every way it can the victims of relentless abuse beg for more and serve the beast’s image.  What is the image of the beast?  I used to think its the TV and mind you in a big way the TV is the beast’s image.  However its more than just the TV.  The image of the beast is its reputation, its ora, its contra in the minds and heart of men.  The image of the beast is its overall presence in our world by tech, by programming, by ideals…and those who prefer the lie choose to respect, believe, praise, honor and worship the system in all its ways.  It can do not wrong in their eyes.

For to choose Truth they would gain their soul and lose their paradigm of lies that comfort them. As the bible used to read “they preferred the lie, therefore they were overtaken by a strong delusion, for they loved not the Truth”.  Jesus is Truth.  The Belt of Truth is our spiritual armor without it we could be vulnerable to serious deceptions.

Still I understand their choice of the lie.  To choose Truth often they would lose the things of this world that they hold dearly.  Example:  My doctor.  I asked him if he trusted big pharma.  He said “yes”.  Had he said no think of what he would have lost with that answer.  His world is wrapped up in the lie and he serves the beast directly.  He feeds his clients the poison the beast dolls out for profit.  For him to have said “no” to trusting big pharma would have painted him as a monster in his own eyes.  He would first have to have a way to process that emotionally  before, before, he could face it.  THIS my friend is why I promote the 12 steps.  It is a way to process hard truths by allowing yourself tears, screams, moans, guttural sounds, and a relationship with God that will reveal to you what is needed to live in Truth.

Emotional Constipation Kills

A man cannot believe that which he is unable to emotionally process.  NEVER, stifle tears, delay them if you must for a safe place but never stifle your own heart.  Let it rain until you are healed, let it rain my friend. God gave us tears for a reason and the beast has sewn in us emotional constipation. See recoveryfarmhouse.com and .net for ways to process emotions and deprogram from the beasts emotional constipation.

By desperation their hearts will finally shed its walls of emotional constipation and their minds will finally open to possibilities that they could not consider before their desperate state.